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Thanks for this site. I know that I am not alone fighting my addictions and my addictive behavior patterns. I have been addicted to drugs for over 40  years.  I have thrown everything I have ever had away and every relationship I have been in because I chose to get high. I have always been a believer, was even a Sunday School teacher. But because of my addictions and my lack of faith I would usually go to church high.  I lost a 10 year marriage a few years ago to a very good woman because of my meth addiction. She finally got tired of my lies and her finding it in the house. God recently put someone into my life and she reconnected me with Celebrate Recovery. I had been before, but  I just  didn't  feel any connection there. Then we found this CR group together. As soon as we walked in we both felt right at home. We instantly felt connected there and we also worship there on Sundays. While I am in small groupat CR I share it with honesty and listen with intent.  I also journal every night.  I have made amends to some of the people I have hurt and it has healed a huge part of my heart.. My faith is stronger now, I pray more and I  am learning what causes my addictive behavior, how to heal the wounds of my past, and how to deal with my addictions in an adult manner. I write this in my journal every night and try to practice it everyday. "The words you speak and the things you say are how people percieve you"  Its time for me to learn how to live in the real world instead of the world of reality.Thanls for stopping by .

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