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Member Since: 08/10/2011
 
Last Login: 12/26/2011

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 I am a Sexaholic. I am powerless against lust in many forms. My forms of acting out include:

  • Compulsive masturbation
  • X rated movies
  • R rated movies
  • Internet porn
  • Cyber-sex
  • Phone-sex
  • Magazines
  • Catalogues
  • Adult Books
  • Strip Clubs
  • Fantasy
  • Euphoric recall
  • Romanticiziation
  • Ritualization
  • Deification
  • Flirting
  • Manipulation
  • Teasing
  • Groping
  • Lusting after
  • Being lusted after
  • Stalking
  • Voyeurism
  • Fetishes
  • Sadism
  • Masochism
  • Dominance
  • Submission
  • Vampirism
  • Self-mutilation
  • Female objectification
  • Self objectification

 

My character defects are:


  • Two-faced
  • Vengeful
  • Liar
  • Hedonist
  • Self-pitying
  • Pity for others
  • Sorrow
  • Incestuous
  • Unforgiving
  • Secretive
  • Gluttonous
  • Sinful
  • Sadistic
  • Hypocrite
  • Promiscuous
  • Greedy
  • Seducer
  • Cocky
  • Sad
  • Resentful
  • Regretful
  • Self-loathing
  • Wretched
  • Sick
  • Wrathful
  • Lustful
  • Codependent
  • Prideful
  • Dreamer
  • Vindictive
  • Self-righteous
  • Manipulator
  • Pervert
  • Masochist
  • Grandiose
  • Stalker
  • Inconsiderate
  • Vain
  • Brutish
  • Self-centered
  • Domineering
  • Betrayer
  • Adulterer
  • Self-destructive
  • Voyeur
  • Cheater
  • Ungrateful
  • Irresponsible
  • Morbid
  • Predator
  • Compulsive masturbator

 I resent:

  • Mysticism
  • Heart-break
  • Oprah
  • Helplessness
  • Passion
  • My social awkwardness
  • Children-getting-older-younger
  • Pop culture
  • Slutty clothes
  • Human nature
  • Marriage
  • My past
  • Fitting in
  • Infatuation
  • My fears
  • “Sexual Chemistry”
  • “love at first sight”
  • shame
  • marylin manson
  • aleister Crowley
  • anton levay
  • david gilmour
  • marriage
  • george basarus
  • teen pregnancy
  • online dating
  • guilt
  • Samantha Parent
  • Uncle kieth
  • Jerrica
  • Timmy grahm
  • Robbie connor
  • Micheal Hughes
  • Josh coombs
  • Kieth (old friend)
  • Shelby Carrie
  • Pam Ludka
  • Kim Ludka
  • Kayla Brewer
  • Megan Shamrockie
  • Roxie Bibb
  • Allison
  • Trish
  • A.J. Metcalf
  • Brandon Board
  • Chris Rodgers
  • Kira Perfect
  • Tyra Banks
  • Brett Micheals
  • Lady Gaga
  • Katy Perry
  • Kesha Sebert
  • Madonna
  • Brenda Venus
  • Angelina Jolie
  • Catherine Zeta Jones
  • Uma Thurman
  • Pamela Anderson
  • MTV
  • “the love generation”
  • “free love”
  • the new age
  • sex
  • principals
  • teachers
  • mother
  • father
  • sister
  • groupies
  • cousin ethan
  • cousin jon
  • nymphomania
  • satyriasis
  • women
  • men
  • the addiction
  • beauty products
  • perfume
  • cologne
  • cosmetics
  • spoiled kids
  • polygamy
  • lust
  • flesh
  • pornography
  • strippers
  • Fantasy
  • Divorce
  • money
  • prostitutes
  • can’t say no
  • romance
  • abusers
  • pimps
  • Sodom
  • Gamorrah
  • Billboards
  • Cheating
  • PDA
  • Perversions
  • Pleasure
  • Puppy love
  • Fantasy
  • Commercials
  • HBO
  • Fetishes
  • Entitlement
  • Apathy
  • BDSM
  • Human trafficking
  • “the sexual revolution”
  • birth control
  • temptation
  • performance enhancing drugs
  • carnality
  • “cougars”
  • complacency
  • models
  • the club scene
  • wide-spread sex-culture
  • instant satisfaction
  • plastic surgery
  • Victoria’s Secret
  • Masturbation
… and above all; I resent myself!

my fears (past and present) are as follows:


    • Being black-listed
    • Being wrong
    • Ostracism
    • Humiliation
    • Peers
    • Guilt
    • Stagnation
    • Bondage
    • Social Darwinism
    • Torment
    • Affliction
    • The future
    • God’s wrath
    • Falling short
    • My parents
    • Responsibility
    • Women
    • Men
    • People
    • Society
    • Disappointment
    • Discomfort
    • Oppression
    • Demons
    • Enslavement
    • Obsession
    • Death
    • Weakness
    • Hurt
    • Manipulation
    • Dependency
    • Opaqueness
    • Pain
    • Damnation
    • Lonliness
    • Abandonment
    • Memories
    • Depression
    • Being singled-out
    • Sin
    • Life
    • Lies
    • Truth
    • Doom
    • Isolation
    • Reputation
    • Rejection
    • Lust
    • Sex
    • Change
    • Loss
    • Abuse
    • Tears
    • Corruption
    • Flesh
    • Error
    • Mistakes
    • Betrayal
    • Infatuation
    • Heart-break
    • Displeasure
    • Withdrawal
    • Jealousy
    • Confrontation
    • Conscience
    • Hell
    • Hypocrisy
    • Despair
    • Silence
    • Detachment
    • Domination
    • Bullying
    • Poverty
    • Exposure
    • Plague
    • Darkness
    • Carnality
    • The addiction
    • Harassment
    • Relapse
    • Confusion
    • Brokenness
    • Hindrance
    • The present
    • Unworthiness
    • Entrapment
    • Emptiness
    • Judgment
    • Human nature
    • Insufficiency
    • Uncertainty
    • Insecurity
    • Passion
    • Mockery
    • Dissatisfaction
    • Indecisiveness

MYSELF!

 

 

 



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  • Drugs
  • Sex
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