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heroin and what it has done

 hekko all. I pray that you all had a Merry Christmas. I was doing very well enjoying the season until Christmas Day. I cried ran to the bathroon to shiekd myself from my 5 year old and I saw almost as though it were happening at that moment my AD oding on the floor. It set me off further. I of course got it together for the sake of my other family but I am toired of ignoring what ahppened. My hubby has not been supportive in the emotional areas but supportive of getting AD out of house last year. She will be gone a year in Feb. I have mad a trip last monthy to see her in prison. She did look beautiful. She has since been kicked out of the rehab program in jail due to her " negative influencce on others" that is 2 down. I am so tired of things. I am trying to be supportive of the positive. She has maintained a sponsor even though she was booted out of rehab. I try so hard to focus on the good, but it is work. I just want to rest. I want my mind to stop, my lungs to breath and my heart to beat normal. I do not want to "flash back: to Christmas eve when I hear a siren or see flashing lights. I am tired

Posted: 12/27/2014 10:24 AM

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