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Not The Rodeo I Signed Up For!

I have four adult sons, two of whom I no longer associate with due to meth use. Not just the fact that they use it, but the fact that meth comes before their children. It comes before everything. Meth is not the only drug being used and abused in my family. Another family member is destroying my inner peace, "what's left of it" with opiate addiction. I am surrounded by addicts, and they are making my life a living hell. My home has been burglarized. What few prescious possessions I have, I keep in a lockbox at the bank, in a shared box with a trusted friend. My pain meds, I keep in a safe, with the key in my bra at all times, because I have one addict son living at home. He is disabled, and prescribed pain pills, when his run out, mine have to be under lock and key. I am single again. Imagine that!! Who wound want into this rodeo?! My Mother passed in April, and everyone and everything has spirraled downhill since then. If I didn't believe suicide would be a ticket straight to hell, I would be dead already. I want to disappear.

Posted: 09/02/2016 3:05 AM

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