Let your mind run wild. This is for all of you to be able to write and let others see your thoughts, your concerns, your insecurities, your hopes etc. Write a poem, a letter to your addiction or to the loved ones you've hurt. Write that letter to the addict in your life. It's up to you! Soon you will also have the ability to upload your artwork and songs that you've created.
Travesty
I am doing well and I have started taking short walks. When I overdosed I had severe muscle and tissue wasting and I have to build the muscle back up in my body. It is very painful but I am determined. Of course I am still thinking about what has happened in my life with the addictions and my f--d up behavior and thoughts. I am getting clearer everyday. I will never go back. The person that was a part of my meth addiction was thrown out of a second story apartment and may not live. Her boyfriend was dealing and was getting more dangerous by the day. He beat her and had recently gotten a gun. Although she was not a positive influence and really not a friend I can not help feeling sad. People, meth changes you. It definitely causes extreme anger and aggression. You may suspect it and in the back of your mind know that you are changing but ignore it or just use more to make it go away. It is not going to go away. Get some distance between yourself and the enablers in your life. They are either unaware of what they are really doing to your life or they just do not give one damn. See it for yourself by givng yourself a break in this life while you still have one. Sincerely, searchin aka Pebbles Posted: 05/09/2011 5:13 PM Received 2 Thanks for this Post |
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