Let your mind run wild. This is for all of you to be able to write and let others see your thoughts, your concerns, your insecurities, your hopes etc. Write a poem, a letter to your addiction or to the loved ones you've hurt. Write that letter to the addict in your life. It's up to you! Soon you will also have the ability to upload your artwork and songs that you've created.
My wife
Kristie, I am writing you this letter to tell you that I am absolutely sorry for causing our marriage to be destroyed. You are a wonderful person and I have hurt you and the rest of our family in ways that I can never make up for. The squandered finances, the loss of quality time together, the arguments, and being forced to live with a shell of a man for so long, all for my drug addiction. I have such misery in my soul when I look back at what I have done. If it were possible, I would erase everything that happened and me along with it. If you can be consoled by anything, know that I am actively seeking help for my addiction. Know that I am enduring well-deserved pain for the pain I have caused. Know that I want to stop using drugs. I want to stop using people. I want to love people again, not have this blackness inside me that leeches the life out of every part of my body and mind. I greatly appreciate the help that you offered before. I now see what you saw over a year ago and I do not like it at all. I may be beyond loving but please don't hate me unless that is the only way you can reconcile your feelings over what I have done. I will always love you, I am learning that over each day. - Charles Posted: 10/13/2011 8:08 PM Received 11 Thanks for this Post |
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