Creative Corner
Let your mind run wild. This is for all of you to be able to write and let others see your thoughts, your concerns, your insecurities, your hopes etc. Write a poem, a letter to your addiction or to the loved ones you've hurt. Write that letter to the addict in your life. It's up to you! Soon you will also have the ability to upload your artwork and songs that you've created.
 
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Serenity
I met this man 9 years ago. I felt for him. His common law wife left him with 4 kids. He convienced me he loved me and so did the kids, I ended up loving them all. The youngest was 4 at the time. I gave them everything and did everything for them. Maybe I wanted them to love me. I don't know anymore. The kids turned on me and their dad 3 years ago and went and lived with their mom. We had rules and she did not. They would be respectful one day and the next they would call and tell me they hated me. Their dad became a addicted and it was my fault. He slept around on me and it was my fault. He died and it was my fault. He lost everything that was important to me on his addictions. I fought to save him, but they could care less. They don't see that at all. They have no idea what I went through for 3 years. I have forgiven him for the drama he put me through because I have to let go so I can live. I guess it just really bothers me to think what I had done for those children and I want to spread their fathers ashes as a family but they want them all and not to have me or his family around when they do it. I have the ashes and today refuse to give them to them as their mother wants to be there with just the children. Well she was not his wife. I was. I just don't know what to do. Right now they stay with me and in court but it is so sad to think that we have to go to this extreme. Hugs brenda Posted: 06/21/2011 12:57 PM
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