Let your mind run wild. This is for all of you to be able to write and let others see your thoughts, your concerns, your insecurities, your hopes etc. Write a poem, a letter to your addiction or to the loved ones you've hurt. Write that letter to the addict in your life. It's up to you! Soon you will also have the ability to upload your artwork and songs that you've created.
Keeping on!
So, despite all the things you told me on the phone - that I am paranoid because it seems to me you are seeing someone else when you are away; and, that I am insecure! You arrive at 11 p.m., on a Saturday night. I am dressed up and anxious to have a great weekend and you watch TV and drink. You yell "what the f k is wrong with you" when I drive on the right side of the road (to avoid some pot holes) and reach in my glove box when I am driving - that I am a terrible driver. There is little traffic in this small town and I have gotten a bit lax so I am paying more attention! But, I did keep your property in great order - you rarely did anything when you were here - never weeded. I cleaned all the windows in your house, cleaned the hard wood floors, etc., when you were drinking and/or sleeping. None of that seems to work in my favor! I have never been with a full blown alcoholic who drinks from the time he wakes up - sleeps and drinks again. It boggles my mind that you point at me for being "without common sense or intelligence!" I am working on me - it will take time - I can't believe there is no apology and you think you are perfect. Posted: 08/05/2011 6:43 PM Received 2 Thanks for this Post |
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