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My name is Annalee Louise and I am an addict. I am addicted to drugs, and I am also in love with a man that introduced me to the needle who is now in prison. I figured that about me would validate why I joined this site. I relate to many experiences, and situations on this site. I have studied cycles of addiction and outofthefog.net, many things involving addiction and personality traits I have became very interested in. My DOC was morphine ABG 100s, and green monster 200s. I often found myself shooting meth, crack cocaine, heroin, roxies, and any other drugs I could get my hands on. I witnessed the love of my life go from a healthy 180 pounds to my weight of 130 pounds from drug addiction, he even overdosed on me which I will never forget. I have put myself in so many dangerous situations to support my addiction. I have been to jail more than once from being selfish. Theft under 500, and 20,000.00 grand theft. I lost everything I had changed my life for, our car, our business and each other even our home. I am now fighting addiction and I am in a Suboxone and Xanax program so I can escape my cravings. I have also tried AA and NA meetings, but have decided it is not for me considering I found no positive feedback. Now that I am alone I have been trying to stay away from morphine, and any other drugs that are not prescribed to me. I am on county probation, and state probation for my actions. I fight everyday so I can stay out from behind bars or worse. The suboxone clinic has helped me stay off of morphine, but it concerns me, because I know it is still a narcotic. I am still suffering problems with my habit, and have a feeling I will for the rest of my life. I got hepatitis C at age 19 from introduction to the needle. I'm now 23 and just found out. I shared needles with my ex in prison is how I got it. Love is blind