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I am 40 years old woman and have become addicted to Meth as a means to deal with my abusive husband. Without getting into too many details, my husband introduced me to Coke first then Meth. I liked Coke but I loved Meth!! He was just the opposite. For years I had dealt with him and our marriage sober, but when he gave me that Meth, I could be the Super Woman he wanted and I could be the Super Mom and pick up kids, take to games do homework, cook dinner, do laundry... I'm sure you get my point.... but as always ur body get used to the little bit u used to use.. I'm not using more then a half a day right now. I have been doing meth off and on for almost a year and a half. I can see my Anger survicies so fast nowadays with my husband.. when I'm high my husbands words don't hurt me, I give him hell right back!! When I'm high and he hits me, I wasn't afraid to fight back, but now I think I'm just making the situation worse.. I want  to stop using this drug.. I want to get the hell away from my narsisitant husband that lives to hold all this over my head so he doesn't tell my family!! I want to kick this at home but my husband doesn't know the extent I'm hooked. I tried to tell him one day and he call me a meth ***** in front of my son and his family.. so as the names and mean and hurtful words started out of his mouth I played like "what did you think I said? No, no . No that's not what I said" to cover it back under the rug.